Recently honestly I have some struggle following my peace actions. Since last January I have been thinking how to keep my peace actions, and how to improve my peace actions following my dream & vision.
Why I have struggle because many things could not go well as I thought and my expectation. What I always wish is school side always keep their duty and responsibility, understanding my project purpose, cooperate with my project school start to do own peace & protection environment actions in order to give students an opportunity to raise the awareness of peace & protection environment, and deepen the importance of multi-culture & diversity.
Following my wishes I have kept visiting Primary school to hold lecture & team discussion at Taiwan. The result was almost same – and I felt how can I improve and make school side wants to participate in my program. Long time it’s hard to find the answer…. These days somehow I knew what I can do is – “just let it be”
As soon as I started to think that everything is not eternal, all could be changed in our world,
Sadness, hardness, happiness, joy, and our things including my soul and body are changeable and not eternal, I could felt it is not right way to keep my tenacity of purposes for all in my life.
But if we keep Following the situation and environment, and cannot release the tenacity of purpose, always we might have struggle and keep wondering why these happens to us…However if we could release all feeling and accept all situation – our life would be much more simple and nothing can be struggling. Although forgetting ourselves and our purpose of life, nothing could be changed. So forgetting the environment or people attitude, but focus on ourselves, what we can do for this world, our life would be much happier and peaceful.
I recheck myself and have been kept my actions since last time lecture event, the situation started to change, I can feel more comfortable, and people reactions started to change.
And today I could have great meeting with primary school kids and with principal we could have great conversation for future cooperation.
It is just starting to change my heart, but I wish I can change my mind and without any negative feeling or struggle, just following the world and keep my peace actions in this world cooperating with so many different people together!
Life is always studying. I will keep studying for this world!!